Hi Friends, Hope you are doing well! I must tell you, that You are handling problems in the best way, that come on your way! And you are living absolutely unique life, Because no one knows what's the situation you are in to, and what's at RISK and what is the best you can get. So cuddos for your breavery and strongness that you have made your life journey till here. Very Few people would know that river rafting is not only dangerous but also exciting activity. Have you ever experienced the strong water taking on with the Rocks and keep going. Just imagine if the river rafting trip was made up of going to the opposite side of the flow of the River?!! How exciting it would be!!! No??? Exclaimed!!?? Don't you think if the opposite direction movement would be much more appealing when you complete the journey by going on opposite of the flow?? Wouldn't it be more satisfying and more adventurous then going in the direction of the flow?? Not possible